Lori's World!!!

The second I close my eyes,
is the second I see your face,
but the daydreams aren't good enough,
imagination, can't take your place,
and to say that I'm missin' you,
is to tell only part of the truth,
there's no way to deny, that I'm dying inside
I've got nothing left to loose,

there is only one Emotion to feel,
'Cause there's only one emotion that real,
it's only natural, you should be in my arms,
there's only one.....one emotion

so I'm taking it day by day,
and I'm pretending I'm doin' ok,
So I cry in the rain, to hide the tears and the pain,
please tell me we can start again,

and It feels like I'm losing a part of myself,
you're the only one I'll ever love, don't want nobody else,

oh the second I close my eyes,
is the second I see your face

-McMaster and James-

Two weeks and counting.....thank you GOD..... I am so sick of this place.... It is soooo boring here it's not even funny.... It sucks when all your friends are moved away and/or settled down.....*BORING* I am so bored that I can't even think of anything to write. I think I am going to go and play some basketball since I am at my old hight school.... I will write back here soon when I have a lot more to say..... take care....

~LOTS oF LOVE~

Song of the day: Seether - Broken'

Lori

Sick and Tired......

....of these imature teens who think they are 30!!! I can honestly say that it's not me anymore. I try and move on with my life and never return to this dump, but I always seem to fail and return. It seems as though they never grow up here. Now I am not speaking for all here, but I think the others here know who they are. I can honestly say that I am totally glad that I moved away from this hell hole when I did. My life is finally on track and it's the way I like it. At least I can say that I am not some girl looken for a good F^*k where ever I can get it. I quote, "I am not a slut". This is for all those people who think they are something, but really they are not. I feel that since I have moved away I have becoe very aware of my stupid actions as to when I was young teen and I am sorry..... I am only 19 but I feel more mature then most of the youth around here.

In case you are wondering where all this crazy though is comming from it's just from the heart and speaking my mind. Just in case you are thinking I am having a awful time here in Newfoundland; I am not!! I have just come to realize that some people grow up more then others. I am having a great time here, but I just wish that some of MY friends would grow up and relaize just how pathetic the path for like they are choosing.

Anyways I guess I shouls go and I have spoke my mind for today. I will see you all back here as soon as I can and take care.

Song of the Day: Bare Naked Ladies - The Old Apartment

~Lots of Love~

Lori

First of all!!! I stay off the computer for like a couple days and they end up changing the template on here. *Well then*......

Anyways, I'm having a great time here in Newfoundland, but the weather sucks...... I will post up again as soon as I can but I got to keep this really short.

Take care and have a great day.....

Song of the day: Great Big Sea - When I am king

~Lots of Love~

Lori

OK! Here's the deal. It's off to Newdie land tomorrow. I won't be back for a month, but not to worry because I will try and keep in touch as much as I can.

There's one thing that I have come to realize during my packing experience today. "I hate travelling" Why you ask? Because this is my third trip back to Newfoundland in six monthS. I may as well own my own plain or something. In cause we're still not on the same page here get this...... "I have no life" I am almost 20 years old, and well I feel like a bouncing ball. I feel that I need to be settled in somewhere, but somewhere just ain't here YET. All in all, I think it will be nice to go back to Newfoundland,ONCE AGAIN, and see all my friends. "Miss you guies" Oh yeah! And of course I'll miss all you guies in OFC too. Remember! If ya can't be good, whille I'm gone, just be careful..... ;)

Anyways I best be goen' now. Ya'll take care of yourselves and I'll see you all soon. Hugs and Kisses.

Song of the Day: Chantel Kreviazuk - Leaving On A Jet Plane..... ;)

~Lots of Love~

Lori

Hey! Hey! Hey!
"All we need is just a little patience...." Sorry got carried away there.... Just listen to some Kid Rock song here. I have been trying to post here for the last half hour and this is all I got written yet. God Bless MSN....LOL :)

Well I didn't post yesterday because I could not get off the couch..... LOL. Ya see, I was out the night before at the Stampede (bar) here in Kitchener, and well I don't know if it was just a hangover or if I was just tired. But anyways, I was too lazy to do a post. Oh boy I am such a bum.... :p On the bright side though, I am here now. Had a great time, man what a HOT guy he was and ok Lori you will shut up now...... :P

But anyways I am done posting for today. There are people talking to me on MSN and well it's taking me forever to write this little bit. I will be back tomorrow to say goodbye to you all. As I have said in my last two posts I am off to NF on Wednesday, so I will do one more post tomorrow before I go. Take care all.

Song of the day: Tracy Byrd - Drinkin' Bone

~Lots of Love~

Lori

Well here I go again. The start of day two, and I am already annoyed. Not with this post, but with everything else around me. I hate the rain; it always makes me so bitter of things. *Go Away Rain*

Other than my bitterness today I guess I could say life it not bad. I am goen back to Newfoundland on Wednesday and I won't be back here for a month. Then, when I come back, I get to kick back and relax with the awesome crew of OFC, yeah you all know who you are, that I have met over a year ago now. I just got to say one thing though. "Camping is going to be great, but yah better look out cuz this Newfie will be there". :) After camping I'll being going to my job. I'll be working at a camp in TO and that's all I am going to say about that for now. :)

I guess I better get going for now. I'll see you all soon.

Song of the day: Kid Rock - Run Off To LA

~Lots of Love~

Lori